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dear diary [Apr. 26th, 2004|09:42 pm]
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[mood |happyhappy]
[music |fear factory]

food makes one happier. hello to all! im struggling through a headache at the moment, but ill live. its getting hot out here too, ants are vacationing in our kitchen but im kicking them out cuz their membership has expired.
is it wrong to like someone who has a boyfriend? im not trying to screw things up for her and her relationship, i just think shes a really neat and beautiful person, she's aggressive too, first person i know to pressure me into drinking when i didnt want to, hmmm. well, not much has happened round here lately. just doing much job hunting. something has got to happen as long as i keep trying. im off to go clean up now, later peeple

oh, my crush digs msi and deadsy, im gonna drag her to the next show i go to. tata
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a temp job is exactly what it says, *sigh* [Apr. 15th, 2004|10:34 pm]
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[mood |david bowie mood]
[music |in a david bowie mood]

going to work for another job tomorrow doing warehouse stuff for some company that makes bearings, so vague. anyways, this temp stuff is really helping me out seeing how hard it is to find a job on one's own out here in long beach. i think for awhile after i moved out here i lost sight of what it was to be people's friends, which made me angry that i could do that, but im back on track now. oh, sorry i cant make it to your barbeque lauren, i have work, but i hope its lots of fun and i miss ya and dont think i forgot about owing you. and if cassie reads this i hope ya are still gonna come down, we miss you! well, must go to sleep now to get up early for tomorrow.

good night neverland.
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just stressed out too much... [Apr. 5th, 2004|11:57 am]
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[music |song of an angry stomach]

everything seems bigger than it really is, thats all
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yup, im an idiot... [Apr. 5th, 2004|01:29 am]
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[mood |angryangry]
[music |fuck off]

if ya really really cared about someone and listened to what they say and try to help them out in the things they do, ive realized it makes me feel like im a complete fucking idiot when they say tell me something and then turn around and do the complete opposite, slightly irratated, ill finish this tomorrow, this is a thought i just had. makes me mad cuz i trust her and she makes me feel like an ass.
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sometimes i feel like a nut, sometimes i dont... [Apr. 4th, 2004|12:07 am]
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[mood |hungover]
[music |the cramps - the fly song, bzzz bzz bzzzz]

im not sure but i think i drank too much last night and ive been under the weather all day becuz of it. glad ive gotten through the worst of it, now just gotta wait for the sun to shine through. id like to also point out that devil may cry is really fun game, so is starcraft, getting little insects to infest your enemies buildings, fun stuff. sounds kinda lame written out though. much to take care of around the apartment. gotta go, bye peeple.
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is there something wrong with me or just everyone else.... [Mar. 30th, 2004|09:29 pm]
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[mood |dorkydorky]
[music |nine inch nails]

woo hoo, i got an interview at in and out tomorrow, and andrea and i are (hopefully) going to attend a seminar at petsmart for people interested in jobs there. waiting for the money im gonna get tomorrow just so i can give it all to rent. yay. people have started lableing me anti-social around here, which pisses me off cuz im not, i do enjoy hanging out with people, i just dont participate in alot of the things they do around here, i drink very rarely and everyone i know does it every night and i dont find fun in being sober while everyone else is drunk. but im always wrong so im mr. antisocial now, irritating. whatever.
I read this neat book on how alot of stuff in the media and various other stuff is pulled over our eyes. i like having info from different points of view, im not sure why yet except thats its interesting. theres also a batlle between us humans in the apartment and the ants who have taken up residence by the cat food, grr, they arent gonna win, did someone say RAID? hehe.
well, im gonna get back to watching the history channel and being antisocial. later folks and peeple.
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im taking a ride with my best friend... [Mar. 28th, 2004|12:02 pm]
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[mood |so fresh and so clean]
[music |hammertime]

another week of work wrapping up at my dads house, still need a job, seems like i got a busy week starting tomorrow, gonna help andrea in her job hunting too. its kinda hard on my body cuz when im in long beach food isnt always available so i lose weight and then i come back up to np and foods just lying around begging to be eaten and i gain weight, its a vicious cycle. anyways, i think im gonna go out and eat lunch with lauren soon, i hope. hmmm, i heard the new msi song, good, but not one of their best. maybe urine got lazy, which is hard to believe. i hafta get tub ring tickets for may, they are playing in hollywood, go see em! they're grrreat! yeah, im forcing andrea to go, hehe. i was thinking wether or not i missed newbury park at all, and its only the people who live here that i miss. http://playmash.com do the mash. spaced out again.
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too excited over one song.... [Mar. 25th, 2004|11:09 am]
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[mood |busybusy]
[music |ministry - thieves]

back and forth between lbc and np is the name of the game lately. must,find,job errr. my mouth has started to hurt all of a sudden, ill get back to this post later.
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wish i knew what i was thinking... [Mar. 14th, 2004|02:58 pm]
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[music |ima robot]

done some thinking, not in love with andrea, admire her greatly and wish in some other lifetime she would see something in me, but its just wishing, i just wish i had someone to spend my time with and talk to me when i go through problems and tell me everything is gonna be ok. things can blossom from there, but thatts the root of what i seek. i just saw a spider crawling on andreas wall, strange. i must go now, im in a bit of a cleaning craze. i just thought if i didnt put this down id forget it later. later peeple
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what is it about dyed hair thats so hot? [Mar. 10th, 2004|04:48 am]
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[mood |hungryhungry]
[music |ludacris]

did alot of job hunting yesterday, hoping something turns up, if not im gonna head down back tomorrow, gotta finish picking up applications for andrea cuz she's always has the school thing, but whatever, kinda felt telling her im in love with her but im sure its useless, too far into being friends, i hate that. i need to get out more. argh, im going insane. must go eat now, kinda not thinking straight. later peeple
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